I am worthless and not wanted
Man so many folks deal with the i am worthless and not wanted syndrome. Many have messed up their lives with drugs, crack, heroin, crystal meth, alcohol, porno, broken marriages, divorce, wayward children, you name it. Many people in my church feel totally devoid of any value in any church. Matt 12:20 says” a bruised reed He will not break off and a smoldering wick He will not snuff out or quench”. Wow…to me if you are broken to the point of feeling like God cannot use you, that is a good thing. You have nothing to offer except yourself. God gets all the glory cause there is nothing but God from the start. You have nothing to work with only a lump of clay that only God can bless it and make you useable. God takes messes and turns them into messages. Take the lady at the well, take Zacheus, take Peter, take Paul the apostle, in Luke 7 the prodigal woman who annoints Jesus feet, he can take a mess and turn it into a message. A bruised reed he will not break off..many of us are bruised by circumstances…some worldly inflicted, some self inflicted.Lots of us are still in pain from those bruises..but Jesus says a bruised reed He will not break off . Oh my gosh…I always thought if i messed up God couldn’t use me because i have messed up i am therefore of no value. That is such a concept from the pit. God has never locked eyes with someone He does not love and cannot use. How about those of us that were on fire but for whatever reason we got sidetracked, marriaage, kids, jobs, you name it got in the way and the fire died down to a smoldering wick. You were on fire at on time and were involved with Jesus proclaiming the good news to a hurting world, bringing people to the saving knowledge of Jesus but something happened and that fire died down to a smoldering wick. God said He will not snuff out a smoldering wick. God wants to blow new life on that wick and turn that smoldering wick back into a fire. God wants to heal the brokenhearted, proclaim freedom for the captives, and open the prisons to those who are bound. Sometimes we have to come the end of ourselfs to get rid of all our pride and arrogance thinking we can do things on our own. God wants to use you to advance His mighty Kingdom. He is so loving toward us. He is so ready for us to turn toward Him its not even funny. God wants to use you will you let Him. Step up ask God to use you and turn your mess into a message. Many people need to hear the message that you have in your hearts. Maybe your message is exactly what they need to hear to turn their lives around and put them back on the right road. If you are a bruised reed or a smolding wick rejoice the new has come the old has passed away.
January 12th, 2008 at 8:25 am
I was raised an Episcopalian and come from a wonderful Christian family. I thank God for that! When my children were small I always got up and took them to church (even though my husband being an alcoholic never went with us) As a lot of us do, soon I got out of going to church. My husband and I divorced. About a year ago my boyfriend brought me to Crossway because he knew I’d love it cause I’ve always loved contemporary Christian music and always in my heart still a Christian. I can’t explain what I felt that first Sunday. It brought tears to my eyes and still does every time I come! The sermons of Pastor Doug and Pastor Paul are ALWAYS so powerful and for some reason seem to be talking to me exactly what I need to hear that week!! The spirit of Jesus is SO ALIVE in this church and I thank God he brought me to Crossway! I now look forward as never before to Sundays because if I miss, my whole week falls apart! What I want to say is THANK YOU Pastors Doug and Paul for being such wonderful deliverers of God’s word!! I haven’t joined the church yet but am planning to soon! Yes I have problems, financial worries and now some health issues but I know all the prayers and love from this church will sustain me! I know as my favorite Bible verse says: Phil 4:13-I can do ALL things thru Christ who strengthens me! Thank you for being there for all the people who enter your doors and thank you for bringing Jesus out in me again!!
Ruth
January 16th, 2008 at 3:00 pm
Ruth i am glad your boyfriend brought you here. I pray that the Lord will touch you each time you visit. The Lord touches me each Sunday in a powerful way. Many times i am moved to tears beyond measure. Pastor Paul is a wonderful teacher no doubt one of the best ever. We will pray for the health issues i believe God still heals…
February 5th, 2008 at 4:33 pm
Ruth, I KNOW that God heals, and He has healed many at Crossway. Keep coming and believing in Him — He is definitely in our midst every time the door opens, but most
powerfully on Sundays.
God Bless Doug and Paul for being who they are, wonderful conduits to the Holy Spirit.